This is one of those thoughts that people do not dare to mutter, to write down, to type, to mention in passing. Or, maybe this thought is just another cliche reoccurring thought that some can elegantly express without the slightest second thought. Nevertheless, it feels unique as it would for any human possessing their single soul full of first, second, and endless experiences. I feel like it could be one of those fleeting feelings that some ignore and go about their day after the thought passes, but for some odd reason, this one will not escape me.
I realize that I have no idea what the future may hold, and although I’m interested, it is not the most important thing. The most important thing is what has already happened, and what is happening. These happenings are so significant in my experience that is life.
These are the fact that you are changing me. I can feel it in every sense as the blanket of night cover the clouds. The way I think, what I think about, and how I think about it. The direction in which my life may go, the people I will meet, and the things I will find important. In your presence, my dreams are more easily realized. My eyes are opened and the fog before the routes of life are cleared.
If I could get past my crippling insecurities, I would like to thank you. If ever find a way to do so, I will find it in me everything to do so. But for now, this worthless entry on a blog no one reads is the most I can offer.